Like most kids, I knew my place when it came to adults, especially those in authority over me.  I had always been a good student and hadn’t really ever gotten in trouble.

Until high school.  

I was serving as the “librarian” in our school choir which basically meant, I was in charge of filing the sheet music. Even back then, I liked things organized so it bothered me to see our music library in disarray (aka hot mess).

I distinctly remember going back to the choir room during my free period and working in the library.  I went through each folder to make sure that the sheet music was properly filed. After many hours alone in that room, I finally had it organized.  

So, it came as a complete surprise to me when my choir instructor decided to reprimand all of the choir members about not doing their part…and specifically called out me and my co-librarian in the process.

I was hurt.  I knew what she was saying was not true.  

As believers, we strive to be as Christ-like as we can.  When we think back to the trial of Jesus, He remained silent as His accusers spoke against Him.  But just because He handled that situation with silence doesn’t mean that is what He always did.

He challenged the disciples for their lack of faith and called out the Pharisees for their hypocrisy.  Jesus wasn’t afraid to defend what was right.

In Acts 24-26, Paul is repeatedly telling his story to the authorities.  He knew they hadn’t handled his case correctly and pursued justice. He was respectful but bold.  He also used this as an opportunity to witness.

Sometimes, the Spirit will lead us to keep our mouths shut.  Other times, as Jesus even stated, the Spirit will “…teach you at that time what needs to be said.”  (Luke 12:12 NLT)

For me back in that choir room, as young as I was, I knew I had to say something.  I approached her later, when everyone else was gone, and shared what I felt. She then apologized to me for her poor choice of words.  I accepted her apology and continued to serve in my role.

For this one time that I did get it right, there have been plenty of times that I didn’t.  My biggest takeaway from those experiences is simple: Don’t say something now that you’ll regret later.  The best thing you can do is walk away with your head held high and heart at peace. Even when we are defending ourselves, we can still be a reflection of Christ.

Trust His leading to know if our defense should be with or without words. ~Anu

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